Struggling to let go

Mangi Writes

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I am struggling to let go of my dreams and I do not want to believe that this is my end, but it seems like it and the thought of it just breaks me.  Chronic illness is showing me flames 2019 has been quite a weird year for me, it’s all about survival and fighting to stay afloat, everything is just blank I feel so lost and overwhelmed. Even in the midst of this tearful tunnel, I can not say that life is unfair because life happens to everyone, if not me then who? Who is deserving of this pain?

I feel what I have to feel to its fullest capacity. I’m learning to acknowledge my hurt, I’m learning to accept that there are days when it does not make sense and that’s okay. We all want to tell a survivor’s tale and sadly life does not work like way…

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